thats what bokononists say! .sorry. but i actually do feel like that right now ..had prom last night! it was pretty fun,, it was pretty much like every other dance. .well actually ive never been to a dance, cause i figure theyre all the same .and it was exactly how i envisioned it. .sitting at a table ,, people dancing .and i DONt dance. .id actually love to be a DJ and play the music. .itd be more fun to make people dance than for me to dance with everyone else .but i did get to get my dream suit,, aLL black with a black and orange tie with an orange hanky. .got to see myy kristeeeee. ! and i got a hugg .she actually went and hugged me too! .as in she actually made the first motions. .which isnt probably a big deal to most but it means a LOt to mee. .i figure it means more. .but yess. that was the highlight ..and we took a STRETCH HUMMER. .amazingg. .then today we went to my brother and girlfriend's house for mother's day. .kinda had a cook out .that was funn ,,soo another week of school and i'll be back to dad's this weekend. .im not sure why its a big deal to go there cause i have gone, practically every weekend for like 12 years. .well maybe thats it. .cause im used to it. .and its kinda like tradition. but oh well. ! ill probably take more pictures cause i can go on bike rides now that its warm. .anywhoo i have to go study for a soils test for field environmental. .and im gonna have to stay behind in the other environmental teacher's next door classroom and miss the period long field trip to the sewage plant! as you can imagine, i am crushed.